Fortune Teller

I really into this fortune telling and mystical stuff back in junior highschool.
I remember, me and my friends were ''playing" and conducting some "rituals" to find answer or life-forecast through (hahaha) ghosts, spirits and something else in this world.
I do remember it was all for fun, but some of friends become believers of this stuffs.
me, myself, well... you can call me a semi-believer. Not because I don't believe in God or I come to believe and praise spirits.
It is because I had experienced some fenomena and things that make me has to believe it somehow.

Anyway, last weekend I went to see a fortune teller.
It's not like what you think. Well, I went to a event-booth in one music festival and this booth gave out free services on temporary tattoos, reflexiology, fortune teller and such things.
Being such a freebies, of course I went to this booth straight away (after an hour of walk around the festival area and seen nothing yet interesting to be watched) :)
There I decided to see the fortune teller.

This is more likely I can remember what he said about my fortune:
"You have a mole on your back (whew, which is true!) and that mole causes you dissapointment on your life, you will experience lotz of dissapointment before you reach your happiness. You have everything already given by God, you are smart and beautiful (I think the fortune teller just being nice because his first forecast about me was not really pleasant to hear hahah), what is wrong: you are not at your right track yet. You suffered pain along your back to the bottom, tell me if i'm wrong, i hope i'm wrong (well, again, it's true..).Your love life (this is what i like about fortune telling!), is not really good at the moment. A lot of men like you! don't laugh, you know it's true (oops...I just laugh at him). You and your boyfriend always got into argument because both of you are stubborn, jelaous and hard-tempered (He's right about it hahaha..).
But don't worry, you'll reach true hapiness. But it will take a long long way. At this time, be patient and laid-back on things that make you angry or dissapinted."

So? Come what to think. Life is about choices.
So I will choose not to be dissapointed easily on things. I'll take his suggestion to be more patient and laid-back on things and people.
I choose to be more happy starting from now. I might fall along the way, but it happens. I'm still lucky enough, compare to other that suffer more.
I will enjoy my life, my relationship, my everything... to the last.
Because I have experienced where God can easily show you everything, He can easily take anything from you, snap! just like that! with His Divine Power. It is forbidden to forget His presence in your life.
I will fight my disease, like I already does. People keep asking me, How come you can have that disease at a young age? Well, I guess, again, I'm lucky to have experienced such things.
and people also asking me, how come you still can smile and do your activity while others might not as strong as you. Telling you the truth, I'm not strong either.
I'm tired, yes I do, but life is like a big-wooden wheel. Sometime you are on the top, sometime you are in the bottom. A friend of me who suffered the same disease told me once: "I hope I enjoy my body and people around me more before this"
She's right, sometime people might not appreciate what he or she already has in life.
I will fight anything negative that come into my life, bad people that trying to ruin others life. I will stand tall. I know He will give us justice.

I try to be positive eventhough it's hard at this time. I just hope I don't get stuck to long in the bottom of the wheel. :)