Fortune Teller

I really into this fortune telling and mystical stuff back in junior highschool.
I remember, me and my friends were ''playing" and conducting some "rituals" to find answer or life-forecast through (hahaha) ghosts, spirits and something else in this world.
I do remember it was all for fun, but some of friends become believers of this stuffs.
me, myself, well... you can call me a semi-believer. Not because I don't believe in God or I come to believe and praise spirits.
It is because I had experienced some fenomena and things that make me has to believe it somehow.

Anyway, last weekend I went to see a fortune teller.
It's not like what you think. Well, I went to a event-booth in one music festival and this booth gave out free services on temporary tattoos, reflexiology, fortune teller and such things.
Being such a freebies, of course I went to this booth straight away (after an hour of walk around the festival area and seen nothing yet interesting to be watched) :)
There I decided to see the fortune teller.

This is more likely I can remember what he said about my fortune:
"You have a mole on your back (whew, which is true!) and that mole causes you dissapointment on your life, you will experience lotz of dissapointment before you reach your happiness. You have everything already given by God, you are smart and beautiful (I think the fortune teller just being nice because his first forecast about me was not really pleasant to hear hahah), what is wrong: you are not at your right track yet. You suffered pain along your back to the bottom, tell me if i'm wrong, i hope i'm wrong (well, again, it's true..).Your love life (this is what i like about fortune telling!), is not really good at the moment. A lot of men like you! don't laugh, you know it's true (oops...I just laugh at him). You and your boyfriend always got into argument because both of you are stubborn, jelaous and hard-tempered (He's right about it hahaha..).
But don't worry, you'll reach true hapiness. But it will take a long long way. At this time, be patient and laid-back on things that make you angry or dissapinted."

So? Come what to think. Life is about choices.
So I will choose not to be dissapointed easily on things. I'll take his suggestion to be more patient and laid-back on things and people.
I choose to be more happy starting from now. I might fall along the way, but it happens. I'm still lucky enough, compare to other that suffer more.
I will enjoy my life, my relationship, my everything... to the last.
Because I have experienced where God can easily show you everything, He can easily take anything from you, snap! just like that! with His Divine Power. It is forbidden to forget His presence in your life.
I will fight my disease, like I already does. People keep asking me, How come you can have that disease at a young age? Well, I guess, again, I'm lucky to have experienced such things.
and people also asking me, how come you still can smile and do your activity while others might not as strong as you. Telling you the truth, I'm not strong either.
I'm tired, yes I do, but life is like a big-wooden wheel. Sometime you are on the top, sometime you are in the bottom. A friend of me who suffered the same disease told me once: "I hope I enjoy my body and people around me more before this"
She's right, sometime people might not appreciate what he or she already has in life.
I will fight anything negative that come into my life, bad people that trying to ruin others life. I will stand tall. I know He will give us justice.

I try to be positive eventhough it's hard at this time. I just hope I don't get stuck to long in the bottom of the wheel. :)

Comments

[meisiana]

setelah sedih membaca tulisan2 sblmnya, aku bahagia sekali menemukan catatanmu yang ini. apa yg akan tjd thdp kita, gak ada satupun yang tau, jd lbh baik menjalaninya dgn bpkr positif dan melakukan yang terbaik.

[Yardi]

Waktu Dan Anda...

Sadarkah kita elemen yg paling penting dalam hidup ini adalah waktu,
setiap detik yg berdetak lewat merubah keinginan, merubah harapan, merubah tekad, dan merubah kehidupan.

Kita berkeinginan sukses ,
Kita ingin berkualitas di bidang yg dipilih
Kita berkeinginan membahagiakan orang tua
Kita berkeinginan membangun keluarga yg bahagia

Dalam perjalanan hidup ini kita sesekali merasa bosan , sesekali merasa malas.
Sesekali tidak disiplin

Dalam membahagiakan orang tua Sesekali tidak teringat masa masa lalu yg dicurahkan orang tua kepada kita

Dalam membangun Keluarga yg bahagia
Sesekali bertengkar
Sesekali mengecewakan satu sama lain
Sesekali mencari pelarian dari keadaan yg ada
sesekali mencari harapan yg lain

Semuanya terasa begitu biasa dalam hidup ini. Hari berganti hari ....
Pikiran disesaki dgn idealisme pengetahuan :
- Mencintai sesama
- Sabar dan compensate
- Hidup adalah tidak abadi
tetapi seberapa jauh itu mempengaruhi pikiran kita .... ?
Sepertinya sepanjang satu napas saja ....

Jika saja hari ini anda akan mendengar "Waktu Anda sudah tidak ada lagi "

Satu kalimat yg akan membuat anda memikirkan kembali :
Keinginan, Harapan, Tekad, dan Hidup Anda.

Anda yg selama ini Ada sudah Tiada

Tak kan ada lagi keinginan membeli apapun yg baru,
Tak kan ada lagi keinginan utk memanjakan tubuh
Tak kan berani lagi mempunyai Harapan
Tak kan ada lagi Tekad

Anda hanya ingin " kesempatan sekali lagi"
Anda berjanji tidak akan bosan
Anda berjanji tidak akan malas
Anda berjanji akan selalu mencintai orang tua setiap detik yg berlalu
Anda berjanji akan sabar dan mengerti pasanganmu

Anda Berjanji dan Bertekad utk Berubah

.......

Buat anda yg membaca ini artikel ini ....
Semoga Anda bisa mengerti "Time Flies " artinya anda masih punya banyak waktu ...

Regards
Semoga Kita semua berbahagia ...
Zhen yg sedang memahami "Ada dan Tiada"

*Untuk wuri yang mempunyai kesempatan kedua
Semoga anda terus berbahagia ...

my blog
http://little-book-of-zhen.blogspot.com/

[Wuri]

Thank u, guyz... =)

I will keep 'fighting'!
please understand if i have my downtime again in the future....
that just me.

keep writing!

[Richard]

Yup.. Keep on fighting!!
Btw, wanna know your final exam result? Hihi

[Irene MeiLani]

Berjuanglahh..!! ^^

@Rich:
'Wanna know ur final exam result??' mksdnya, err.. Please ask 'babah' Richard.. ??!? hihihi..

[Wuri]

@rich: Eih udah ya? Did I passed the exam ?!!!!..... do u give me a BIG FAT "A"?

@irene: Pastihhhh! berjuang teruss....!

[Richard]

Err... Maybe not so big and fat, but it is still yummy.. (?!!?!)

But anyway, if you want to know the result, you can always go to richworld.wordpress.com

Hahaha.. Promo blog gratissss...

[Wuri]

kesempatan banget ya promoin blognya hihihi....
@Rich: Sir, masih belum kejawab tuh aku dapat grade berapa hihihi..... email me my result donk hihih...